STAY AWAKE

4 stars out of 5

It's "Groundhog Day" with a twist: Each time Liv Reese wakes up after falling asleep, she doesn't relive yesterday; instead, she totally forgets it - as well as the roughly 730 days that came before. The last thing she remembers, in fact, is being in her office at a big-time lifestyle magazine in New York City, planning to spend the night at home as usual with her doctor roommate, Amy. Anything she did, or anyone she interacted with over the past two years is gone.

When she wakes up in a taxi with no idea how or when she got in, she finds herself at the door of their brownstone. Problem is, Amy doesn't live here anymore - and according to the current resident, she hasn't for a couple of years. Totally confused, Liv searches her pocket for her cell phone, only to find a bloody knife. Then she sees that her hands are covered with ominous graffiti-like words and phrases like "Stay Awake."

There is, of course, a reason why the knife has blood on it. There's a reason why Amy no longer lives at the brownstone. There's even a reason for all those admonitions inked on Liv's hands. In fact, the only reason I can't figure out is why Liv is referred to by her full name just about every time she's mentioned throughout the book - that doesn't happen with the other characters. She's the only character named Liv, so surely readers will recognize her by her first name.

The constant switches in time frame and location is a little confusing as well, but the date-and-time subheads on each chapter makes that pretty easy (I admit to being guilty of not doing that, at least till I realize it's in my best interests to pay attention). Slowly, Liv realizes that it's her mind that's keeping her from seeing the big picture, but it's a medical issue she's virtually helpless to do anything about. Meantime, there are clues that she may be in danger - even if she can't avoid dozing off and forgets what they were when she wakes up.

One of her realizations is that she may be involved in a murder in a way she'd rather not admit - but a bloody message on the victim's window is, to her great dismay, the same as one of the messages on her hand. That she's a suspect is a thought shared by a couple of police officers assigned to investigate the murder. Maybe Liv is a murderer and maybe she's not, but a big question is how does she prove her innocence when she can't remember anything that would provide her with an alibi?

The whole thing is quite a thrill ride despite a bit of repetition (every time she wakes up, she has to relearn that her mind can't recall anything; readers, however, don't need quite so many reminders). The ending brought a couple of slight surprises that wrapped things up, and overall I'll give extra points for creativity and attention-holding writing. Thanks to the publisher, via NetGalley, for allowing me to read and review a pre-release copy. 

Stay Awake by Megan Goldin (St. Martin's Press, August 2022); 345 pp.